Comments on: And I have Never Been So… http://filteany.wordpress.com/2008/02/21/and-i-have-never-been-so/ Sat, 30 May 2009 12:30:55 +0000 http://wordpress.com/ hourly 1 By: Jo http://filteany.wordpress.com/2008/02/21/and-i-have-never-been-so/#comment-162 Jo Thu, 28 Feb 2008 11:28:58 +0000 http://filteany.wordpress.com/?p=205#comment-162 We're in the same stage right now. I still love my work as a Guidance Counselor, but I also feel I have a heart for kids with special needs. I'm not a hypocrite though. I want to feel the snow in my palms, but just the thought of leaving my children for at least six months breaks me. I now experience doubts to pursue my American dream. My goal now is geared towards having my own home school for Filipino children with special needs. I can be an educator and a counselor at the same time. The problem now lies on where I would get my finances for that great dream for a home school. Funny! Yesterday, I just finished reading "Who moved my cheese?" and I find myself smiling. Then laughing out loud for the coincidence and yes, the irony of life. Ironic though, but wonderful. My choice, I'm letting the tides of fate bring me to where I really should be. Idealistic? Yes. My place under the sun. But whatever that is, I won't stop writing, too. We’re in the same stage right now. I still love my work as a Guidance Counselor, but I also feel I have a heart for kids with special needs. I’m not a hypocrite though. I want to feel the snow in my palms, but just the thought of leaving my children for at least six months breaks me. I now experience doubts to pursue my American dream. My goal now is geared towards having my own home school for Filipino children with special needs. I can be an educator and a counselor at the same time. The problem now lies on where I would get my finances for that great dream for a home school.

Funny! Yesterday, I just finished reading “Who moved my cheese?” and I find myself smiling. Then laughing out loud for the coincidence and yes, the irony of life. Ironic though, but wonderful.

My choice, I’m letting the tides of fate bring me to where I really should be. Idealistic? Yes. My place under the sun.

But whatever that is, I won’t stop writing, too.

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